I need a brother !

I need a brother! Not a sister,but elder brother !! Like hemaprashan rao.Omg i damn jelos afta seeing the way he tc of his sis !He used 2 be very3 close 2 me for once,bt nt nw.I love him so damn frigging much. No words to say.Its like hidden feelings,wheneva I see him,Il be 1 kind!I used 2 be so stupid,til one day I prayed to god that I wana have hm as my bro if i had nex generation.I realise my stupidty nw la.Over loved hm as a sis.He is so damn caring and loving.Hw nice if he was my bro,I would be damn lucky.I miss hm la.Badly miss him.N i saw hm 2day,bt i din talk la. tkot will __________ .